0) nothing horrible, just horrible 
 
1) both perceptions of opposites leveraged simultaneously  
2) meaning not one and more original than none  
3) causing internal illogic along w/  
4) passing out on an ashen chaise, you’re coming back to your senses, you’re shouting   
 
5) I love your idea but I repent only to appease you   
 
6) ‘first thought / never think’ both lose both death and life