At the Tropicana 
They call us panelists flummoxers amid the full time wash of copters.  
We are in a biz talk show with no host  
as photons reinvest in the world, leaping out of windows. 
Moving in our direction with startling humility and alacrity..   
 
Here I am as genealogies of specialists file off.  
Rebuilding requires verbs tied to esthetics that numb.   
 
I’m the underdog here, emotionally maligned, an amalgam channel  
-ing of normality, sleep, hope, repeating.