One main test: You can’t waste time.
It’s easy going out and doing things you don’t know. No repeat parts.
A severe tone? Start playing. Start writing. Dig in.
The charge there thrills in peeling back from nothing as well as failing to resist your moment. Or ex-moment (now).
I’m leaving you everything glazed or less remedial, along with fragments in B-flat, thinking them over.
I saw remorse somewhere?
(Should a lad be given a pianist’s shh?)
Run for our false/full lives. Or not.