57: I watch the clock. Being your slave, what can I do? 
I wasn’t just orphaned, I pursued other interests.  
 
Time’s precious, 
save I feel and still show absence of move ment from the inside,  
absence upon hours — a sour dare to spend ...  
and to question my jealousy — 
So it’s taken this long to read the gospel of wealth and service.  
I dare not think of desire diffused at any cost to render your mouth a sobbing world-without-end, a precious mess.  
 
On the outside how happy you are ... are you? Tho this may be amiss I think no ill. Adieu.