57:

I watch the clock. Being your slave, what can I do?
I wasn’t just orphaned, I pursued other interests
Now I have no precious time,
save I show our absence of movement from the inside sometimes, absence upon hours just another sour dare to spend ...
and to question my jealousy

— It’s taken this long to read the gospel of wealth and service.
I’m still thinking of desire diffused at any cost to render your mouth a sobbing mess that goes on being after we part. On the outside how happy are you? Tho this may be amiss I think no ill. Adieu.